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8 Things I Wish I Knew as a Newbie in the OTO

8 Things I wish I knew as a Newbie in the OTO

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. 

1. OTO is first and foremost a fraternity

I’m not sure how many people fully realize this before they join. I had always heard the offers to help and seen Brethren help each other out in many beautiful ways. It wasn’t until I was in a really tight spot that I realized the magnitude. I remember crying when explaining my situation and the warm generous response I received. I remembered it was treated as a given, no big deal, they just wanted my well being and to aid in my relief. That was when I fully realized what fraternity was for. That was when I realized the OTO is truly my chosen family.🙂

2. OTO is not composed of hooded scary people, orgies, and drugs

I don’t know what I was expecting the first time I went to a temple. What I remember is that I surprised that everyone looked like normal people. It’s understandable that people who have never been to a temple would be nervous to go, especially when you don’t know anyone there. There are so many rumors, however some are founded on fact. Back in the 60’s, 70’s, 80’s, there were indeed orgies and drugs. But weren’t those everywhere anyway? Still, the OTO gained a false reputation amongst those that don’t know any better as a Satanic cult that sacrifices children and has LSD orgies for days.

I don’t mean to burst your bubble, but it’s not true. Since those fun hippie days, the OTO has developed in a professional manner and into a legitimate organization. To say the least, orgies and drugs are no longer allowed at OTO events. However this is not to say that these things are looked down upon by any means. After all, Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. “Man has the right to love as he will.”

OTO is full of hospitality and is composed of eccentric people from all walks of life.

3. The OTO is not all about rituals and occult stuff

This may be a controversial point to make, but the fact is that there are numerous Thelemites and OTO Members who are not big on personal ceremonial rituals or occult topics/symbolism. OTO itself does not necessarily teach Magick nor occult subjects. They are most definitely present in the majority of Local Bodies and are of interest to many, but not all Thelemites. That being said, there are many significant and essential rituals that form an important part of the organization, such as the Gnostic Mass and the M∴M∴M∴ Initiations. Some Thelemites are primarily attracted to the philosophical and practical aspects of what Thelema and the OTO have to offer. The philosophy being that of the Law of Liberty and the dedication “to the high purpose of securing the Liberty of the Individual and his or her advancement in Light, Wisdom, Understanding, Knowledge, and Power through Beauty, Courage, and Wit, on the Foundation of Universal Brotherhood.”

For a long time I felt like I didn’t fit in because I’m not one to find most personal ceremonial rituals meaningful, other than group rituals to bond with my Brethren. I do have interest in occult topics and love the symbolism, but it is definitely not somehow a requirement of the OTO. Gradually, after time in the Order and as I started to find my place, Thelema took on a unique meaning for me. I place importance on the fraternity, the practicality of being in a Thelemic Order, and understand Magick as Crowley stated, “the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will.”

4. The Gnostic Mass is not supposed to be sexy time

Due to our society, for many people, to see a naked woman in public is a little jarring. Even if we’re “cool with it,” often times there is still a part of us that may be uncomfortable. At least it was for me. It stirred up a lot of my personal issues and took me a long time to realize that, yes the Mass has immense amount of sexual symbolism and energy, but it’s not just erotic energy. The Priest and Priestess don’t have to be physically attracted to each other nor do they have to be dating/married. In fact at my home temple, it is encouraged that all celebrants’ work together and for us this works well to break that myth.

One viewpoint of having a naked woman on the altar is to “get back to our roots” and break the taboos of society. It is not about getting naked and showing off the goods, it is not about ‘oogling at a naked bod, it most certainly  isn’t just for young attractive women. I have begun to understand the beauty and empowerment of this ritual as I begin considering to train as a Priestess. It is truly a shame that some continue commentary in an inappropriate manner and degrade the Priestess. Sex and the naked body are natural and powerful elements of our Nature. They should not be shunned or demeaned.

5. Aleister Crowley wasn’t so bad. Even if he was…so what.

When people walk into our temple out of curiosity only to find out Aleister Crowley is our prophet, I now internally giggle when I see their initial reaction. One hears and reads many horrendous things about Crowley and begins to wonder…what could good could he have contributed? I was wary of Crowley and his dick jokes at first. Eventually the Beauty of Thelema washed upon me. The Beauty being that Crowley was a man. A flawed, imperfect, human being simply finding his Will and stirring up some shit. What’s so wrong with that?

The big issue with religion and really relationships in general, is that of idealization. We idolize prophets, gurus, Dali Llamas, our partners, only to get disillusioned when we realize they are not perfect. We fail to realize the humanness in people even if they claim to be enlightened or have wisdom. The thing I love about Crowley is that he was unapologetically human. He followed his True Will, tried to figure out life like the rest of us, and had some good things to say along the way.

6. There’s a lot of information and knowledge which can be overwhelming, but it’ll all sink in over time.

I remember thinking there was no way I’d ever learn as much as the people around me. There’s a wide variety of topics and perspectives and the experts were often sitting right next to me. Many people have been in the OTO for decades and have been studying Thelema for just as long. However, after a little while of being around, attending classes, talking with people, I found that I had been slowly picking up things all along. No one knows everything anyhow (no matter what they say). And the beauty of Thelema is that much of it is to be interpreted by you. I by no means consider myself an expert. It does amuse me that now when new people come into the temple, they see me as an expert. But some day, if they dedicate themselves, they’ll know just as much if not more.

7. Don’t run away because of the Catholic elements of the Gnostic Mass 

When I first saw the Gnostic Mass I thought to myself, why am I at a Mass that uses the word “Lord” so frequently? It felt too Catholic and Judeo-Christian to me and didn’t quiet fit in with what I knew as Thelema. It was a strong, negative reaction. Some people feel that and never come back. People often find comfort in Thelema because of the negative experiences they’ve had with various religions and don’t like the idea of organized religion at all. I’m one of those people. It took me a while to realize that the Gnostic Mass does take a lot from the Catholic Mass, however most the aspects of the Gnostic Mass would be considered blasphemous. Thelema and the Gnostic Mass are uniquely their own. Eventually I began to see the Gnostic Mass for what it is…a beautiful ritual healing division and expressing the bliss of union.

8. OTO is a not a perfect order.

I imagine that there is an unconscious assumption that because OTO produces what we call “Magicians,” somehow OTO is free from flaws. However, we are all human and that leaves plenty of room for flaws, disagreement, and chaos. At the end of the day, OTO is still a hierarchical organization run by humans. Sometimes people disagree, some people don’t like each other, some don’t like decisions made by their local Body or Grand Lodge. Such is life. We find ways to mend and understand each other using the Path of Mediation. OTO is also not for everyone. As mentioned above, it is primarily a fraternity and an important vehicle for promulgating Thelema.

I’m sure there may be disagreements on some of these points. There are as many options as there are Thelemites. However, this is my personal experience of the Order over the past few years. It is rapidly changing and growing. I welcome any questions about the OTO or Thelema.

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Love is the law, love under will. 

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Illuminating Shadows
Illuminating Shadows aka Soror Kallikrates is an officer of Blazing Star Oasis, a novice Deacon, and dedicated Thelemite. She is the owner and creator of Illuminating Shadows Alchemy Jewelry, and she occasionally writes Thelemic blogs!
http://www.illuminatingshadows.com

6 thoughts on “8 Things I Wish I Knew as a Newbie in the OTO

  1. This is so encouraging, every single one was a “holy crap I’m so glad I’m not the only one who felt like this” moment. thank you for that ❤️❤️❤️ 93’s!

  2. “I don’t mean to burst your bubble, but it’s not true. Since those fun hippie days, the OTO has developed in a professional manner and into a legitimate organization. To say the least, orgies and drugs are no longer allowed at OTO events”

    🙄 Cue the S.N.L. Debbie downer sound effect.

    Just kidding, found this very interesting! Thanks for sharing this.

  3. I feel a draw to the OTO and the Gnostic Mass, but I bring my own cookie. Even though there are no biological remnants in the Cakes, I feel there is an energetic link that I don’t yet feel comfortable partaking in. I would like to get over this inhibition though. Any input or suggestions?

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